i haven't checked xanga since i wrote that last entry months ago.
my life, as ever, is insane but it's fine. i'm having fun & making art.

i don't feel like talking about boys, men, whatever it is i'm dating. (there are three)
or school. it's good.
or work. i don't.

blah

it's been a long while, no?
i moved. i live downtown.
i am starting work as a bartender at the awesome new bar around the corner from my awesome new house.
my little brother finally made it to college.
things are crazy different.

if you want to find me, & think i want to be found,

then you probably already know how to reach me. 

i hate you
i hate you
i hate you

for making me feel
like less of a person
because i'm not

OVER IT YET

fuck.you.